| I guess things work out for a reason dont they. But dont you hate it when something falls out of your hands and you cant do anything about it. All you can do is cry or get mad or bug it off. I really dont think life is going to get any better. I am so tired of getting hurt. I am tired of the things going on in my life that i cant control. I shouldnt be but I know that its going tohurt for a while. Why does life half to be so hard. And why do they say if you got something good hold on to it. What if that something good turns and walks out on you. What can you do? Really I am so tired of it. I guess I am meant to be lonely. I guess that things are never going to work out the way I want them to work out. And I havent told this person something that I need to tell them. But I cant I cant say the words I HALF to say. This is something they need to know but I cant. How can you be okay witht hem still there breathing your same air. Well I guess I may never know. Well write me back. |
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| Well Josh left for Kansas and now I have nothing to do. BORING!!!!!!!! I am so tired and I hope that Josh has a good time. I am going to miss him. I bet he wont miss me that much though. I am going to the club tonight with Greg and Mario hopefully. Well I will write later.
Love Always,
Brandy |
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| How do you tell someone how you feel when you know they dont want to hear it??? I am in a confussed state of mind about alot of things. I cant think of what to say or how to think. I am going to be ina upset mood all day. Not to mention I half to work today. I might go to the club tonight but I dont know yet. I relly half to think things through. And I am feeling weird now. I am all messed up. With no one to talkt o about this. I dont know what to say or how to begin to say the things I feel like I need to say. I am scared of the outcome of things when I say theose certain things. I am pretty sure I know what is going to happen though. I hope that I am wrong. And hopefully I can mend if I hear what I think I am going to hear. I think I will be hurt. But I guess I am used to being hurt. I guess I am one of those people who were sent to earth to be hurt. Maybe I just dont say anything at all. What do I do??? |
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| Hey whats crackin with everyone? I am so tired. I have been really tired lately. I have been sleeping way too much. I dont know whats wrong woth me. I half to work at 4 fun huh! I got a tattoo. It is shooting stars. Its really cute! Iw ant to get another one but I dont know what to get. Josh did it. It looks really good. It didnt really hurt either. It itches like hell though because it is healing now. I thought I would never go through it but I did. Well I want comments and I hope everyone has a great day.
Love Always,
BrandyJoe |
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| Hey everyone well I havent commented in a while but I guess I have a little time to write. I hope that everyone has a good weekend. I am going to work at 11 today. Fun huh! But I do want comments! |
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